Breathe out so I can breathe you in

Precious; Absolutely the most precious thing in my life. I am waiting impatiently to share the same air as you. Oh, you. How it does comsume me- but I enjoy every bite of it. Lets take this dive. Lets make an adventure

<3

Ayyyy now

Blank; I've come to a blank. I know I have so much to say and so much to feel but for some reason I just can't seem to get the flow going. So much to chew on lately. So much I over analyze and over stress myself with. It's all rather ridiculous, really. Most things in life I don't have the patience to wait around for to come to me- so I go out and get it. For some reason I find my head & heart telling to go for it but my feet and my mouth won't respond, they don't listen. Somehow I am still holding myself back. Ha how do you hold yourself back in one of the most significant areas of your life? I really do confuse myself. Live with no regrets is what I plan on doing- and will do- but when I stop to think of all the time I am wasting and all the opportunities I allow to slip from my fingertips I wonder if I really am as brave as I think I am to say "I don't fucking live with regret". Hesitation leads to regret. I started out with I strong will and a hard head and slowly I am allowing those to fade out and fade away. Absolutely ridiculous. I need to make the jump. I need to stop this dance I've started. Pacing back and forth will never lead you on an adventure. Life's short and passes by too quickly for me to still be clinging to my old manners of "what if I am taking it the wrong way?" "what if I am expecting too much?" Who cares. Who cares if I expect too much. I have high standards on life. I play to win and I play for keeps. So come on, now. Come and get it. Take what is yours out of life.

Changes are coming. Hopefully courage will come following closely behind. I could use some ha.
I love you. With every breath.

Oasis<3

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that
I would like to say to you I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

Patience.

Something I have very little of. Everything I've learned and am learning pushes me to stop being so patient. You only live once and you're certainly not gaining anymore time- just losing more and more each day. I almost spilled it all out the other day. I don't know what happened but I just got a kick and wanted to confess my every thought. Did restrain myself, though. Don't know if I can much longer. As I said the other day- ballet surely did teach me how to walk on the ball of my foot in a graceful manner but I am not one to tip-toe around a sure fire thing. Need to get on it and get going. It's a hard thing to bottle all of this nonsense up. Lord, you have no idea. Let live and let gooooo. Soon enough. I'll have to blurt it out soon enough.

I want you more than I've ever wanted anything else in my life.

Really love your peaches wanna shake your tree<3

I haven't been this happy in a really long time. Been trying to not stress a thing and so far so good. Everything is slowly falling into place and I couldn't be more pleased. I am bursting at the seams to be able to say the thoughts on my mind but it'll come with due time. No- I did not mean to rhyme that shit. Ignore it. Brown eyes, I hold you near cause you're the only song that I want to hear. I have so much I want to say but school comes to early and I just needed to pour out a little bit. One day everything will be as it should and until then I am just enjoying this ride. You set my heart to fire and I wouldn't change it for the world.

Oh, you. How I do love you<3

I will keep you in my heart<3

Pick me up in your arms
Carry me away from harm
You're never gonna put me down
I know you're just one good man
You'll tire before we see land
You're never gonna put me down
Oh I've been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah I've been waiting all my life
You're not a day you're not day too soon
Honey I will stitch you
Darling I will fit you in my heart
Honey I will meet youDarling
I will keep you in my heart
You'll risk all this for just a kiss
I promise I will not resist
Promise you won't hold me down
And when we reach a good place
Let's be sure to leave no trace
Promise they won't track us down
Now I've been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah, I've been waiting all my life
You're not a day, you're not a day too soon
Honey I will stitch you
Darling I will feel you in my heart
Honey I will meet you
Darling I will keep you in my heart
I've been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah I've been waiting all my life
You're not a day, you're not a day too soon
Oh honey I will stitch you
Darling I will feel you in my heart
Honey I will meet youDarling
I will keep you in my heart