"with warm blood running in me. Your secrets are mine to keep"
I don't quite know where I am right now but where ever it is I would like to head out. And I don't mean that in a literal manner, I'm sitting at my house. I know exactly where I am. Trying to digest this all at once is just overwhelming. Too much running through my head. Too much crap for me to be thinking about right now. Things coming in from every direction and each thing taking a little more energy to handle than the one before it. I guess this is life- I did sign up for this nonsense when I decided what I wanted and where I was going but geeeeeez! I need to wash away these worries in the ocean. I would kill, currently, to be on the west coast, sitting out, enjoying the salty breeze running through my lungs. "My bones were shattered- my pride lay shattered". I don't know where I am going with this now except that I want out. ASAP! I need some security. I don't want habit but I do want comfort and I haven't been comfortable in a loooooong time. Oh, those days once upon a time. No, they probably aren't the days most are thinking of. Blah, summer get here soon. I need a good dance in the rain and late night walks full of deep, meaningful conversation, and late nights on the back porch with hookah and alcohol. I need a release. Come soon<3
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